The intensity of it all.
I'm 2 tests behind in my environmental science class. the first test, i took and got an a-, but then i stopped going, and the day i was going to start going back, i went there and found that i had a test (obviously i was unprepared), so about a week and a half i attempted to start going again (the class is only 2 days a week, so a week & a half is only 3 classes later), and i scheduled a time to take my missed test, and then found out that we had another test that thursday...dear lord. so i didn't go to that one, and then i called in sick on the time i was supposed to take the missed one. Then I had finals at capital, and i don't know what I'm going ot do. Pass it with a good grade hopefully, so that I get off academic probation and don't get kicked out of sps, but now I'm feeling the pressure, I have to sit down and study for them, but I just can't make myself do it.
I have to take about a million classes this coming trimester. I have to take a class in the morning at SPS, and then go to Capital for 3,4,5 & 6, then I have a correspondence class for Astronomy through SPS, and then I have an independent study through Capital for Geometry. This is supposed to be the part of the year where everyone takes late arrival and early release, and I've screwed myself into taking twice a full schedule. Jesus.
It's all getting to me right now. As if this risk of not graduating wasn't enough, I have a million other things going wrong. I am so burned out on everything...I just wish I could look ahead and see if all of this is even going to be worth it.
I have to take about a million classes this coming trimester. I have to take a class in the morning at SPS, and then go to Capital for 3,4,5 & 6, then I have a correspondence class for Astronomy through SPS, and then I have an independent study through Capital for Geometry. This is supposed to be the part of the year where everyone takes late arrival and early release, and I've screwed myself into taking twice a full schedule. Jesus.
It's all getting to me right now. As if this risk of not graduating wasn't enough, I have a million other things going wrong. I am so burned out on everything...I just wish I could look ahead and see if all of this is even going to be worth it.