Mar 07, 2004 21:57
So I get in a fight with my mom. A huge fight, definitely the biggest one we've ever gotten in. It stemmed from her leaving for the night to go to some party or something...and then I woke up at 6:30am, and then at 9:30, she finally showed up. I pretended I was asleep so I wouldn't have to deal with her, and then she tried to lie and say she came home way earlier. Cool idiot. So the fight ended in her telling me to "get the fuck out [of her house] and don't come back". So I packed a bag and left. This happened at about 1 in the afternoon, and I drove around for hours just crying my eyes out because I was so upset. Then other bad stuff happened, and I just wanted to be alone...despite a nice call offering to give me some pizza (thanks brad!). I went to Cam's at like 3:15 and stayed for a while..he cheered me up a lot, and . My mom called me and said she wanted to talk to me, so I said I would come home for a little while to talk to her...but she pissed me off again, so I left again. I spent all night calling people and trying to find somewhere to go, but everyone was busy, or the people who said yes it wasn't able to work out (too far away, but thanks nick!), and some people I was just too scared to call because they were already mad about something that had happened during the earlier times of me leaving my house. So I finally came home...and I'm just avoiding talking to my mom, or thinking about it, because I just start crying. so whatever, i'm just not having a great day/night/whatever. Get out of my journal now.