All of a sudden...
... I'm older by a year.
Time passes really quick. Feels like yesterday that I last wrote my birthday blog. This probably means that I haven't accomplished much in the past year. And hopefully, I would fare better this following birth year.
Now to self-reflect a little...
Career...
Seriously, I need to refocus alot in this aspect. I know I don't wanna stay in the army, but I must establish the path to my 2nd career before I can step out and really f-off from the force.
So far, not so good I would say... But I just gotta persevere onwards! There's no turning back now.... Or rather, I shall deny myself the option to turn back.
Family...
I'm still forever at loggerheads with my father. Never speak, never acknowledge. He feels just like a tenant at my house, and I know he feels the same about me. We're both forever strangers to each other, holding on to an estranged relationship.
Whatever... I never looked upon him as a father anyway.
On a side note, I'm pretty impressed that my brother and mother can put up with the both of us... Lolz~
Marriage...
Things are going pretty cool between Yuan and me. We'll be expecting our house at the end of this year.
Things are looking up, or they seem to be at least.
Life...
I seem to be having a lot of epiphanies lately. About love, about friendships, about the people around me. Some not too convenient to say, some I don't wanna divulge... But essentially, it helps me to understand the people around me alot better.
And also understand myself, at the same time.
So far, that's all the stuff that crossed my mind. I'll need to do some refocusing, and literally get my shit started. Although sometimes I can be quite clueless as to how to go about stuff haha...
The following birth year will be a crucial one to me. I need to decide if I wanna leave next year.
Biggest question mark to the biggest mistake in my life... *scratch head*
Time passes really quick. Feels like yesterday that I last wrote my birthday blog. This probably means that I haven't accomplished much in the past year. And hopefully, I would fare better this following birth year.
Now to self-reflect a little...
Career...
Seriously, I need to refocus alot in this aspect. I know I don't wanna stay in the army, but I must establish the path to my 2nd career before I can step out and really f-off from the force.
So far, not so good I would say... But I just gotta persevere onwards! There's no turning back now.... Or rather, I shall deny myself the option to turn back.
Family...
I'm still forever at loggerheads with my father. Never speak, never acknowledge. He feels just like a tenant at my house, and I know he feels the same about me. We're both forever strangers to each other, holding on to an estranged relationship.
Whatever... I never looked upon him as a father anyway.
On a side note, I'm pretty impressed that my brother and mother can put up with the both of us... Lolz~
Marriage...
Things are going pretty cool between Yuan and me. We'll be expecting our house at the end of this year.
Things are looking up, or they seem to be at least.
Life...
I seem to be having a lot of epiphanies lately. About love, about friendships, about the people around me. Some not too convenient to say, some I don't wanna divulge... But essentially, it helps me to understand the people around me alot better.
And also understand myself, at the same time.
So far, that's all the stuff that crossed my mind. I'll need to do some refocusing, and literally get my shit started. Although sometimes I can be quite clueless as to how to go about stuff haha...
The following birth year will be a crucial one to me. I need to decide if I wanna leave next year.
Biggest question mark to the biggest mistake in my life... *scratch head*