2010
Wow... In a blink of an eye, 2009's gone...
At a recent gathering, a close friend asked about what we all thought of 2009. Didn't really have time to think about it at that point of time.... But now, come to think of it, I actually have some thoughts about last year.
Last year was a rollercoaster of sorts.
Personal problems arose all over the place. Friends, love, career and more critically, myself.
I lost a few firends (or I thought they were friends....) last year. Some I cut myself off from them, a varied few cut themselves away from me.
Friends-wise, it's gotten pretty interesting. The best one was a friends who said that I was like a tyrant, like a certain someone standing on top of Statue of Liberty or something, and subsequently never talked to me anymore. The best part was, all the time, I was treating him like I was treating the rest of my closer friends. He said that when he's gone, I'll probably miss his antics. Weird huh?
Love-wise, I'm not obliged to put much down over here. Really really personal. I guess only a few select friends would know what the hell happened.
Career ah..... The army has a new career scheme. And I signed up for it. Funny cause my last post was a decision to leave the force. But come to think of it, I thought that having a backup plan would be better. So yea..... call me hypocritical but I'd rather rank survival as top priority in this world gone terribly wrong.
Myself.... Last year was a screwed up year for me. I needed a lot of time to myself and I believe in doing so, I have unknowingly distanced myself from my wife, my buddies and my friends. For this, I do owe alot of you out there an apology. A big one to my wife for causing her so much pain and grief.
And so that's it. 2009 just flashed over. Hope everyone that reads this would have a better year in 2010. And may the best in 2009 be the worst in 2010 for you people!
At a recent gathering, a close friend asked about what we all thought of 2009. Didn't really have time to think about it at that point of time.... But now, come to think of it, I actually have some thoughts about last year.
Last year was a rollercoaster of sorts.
Personal problems arose all over the place. Friends, love, career and more critically, myself.
I lost a few firends (or I thought they were friends....) last year. Some I cut myself off from them, a varied few cut themselves away from me.
Friends-wise, it's gotten pretty interesting. The best one was a friends who said that I was like a tyrant, like a certain someone standing on top of Statue of Liberty or something, and subsequently never talked to me anymore. The best part was, all the time, I was treating him like I was treating the rest of my closer friends. He said that when he's gone, I'll probably miss his antics. Weird huh?
Love-wise, I'm not obliged to put much down over here. Really really personal. I guess only a few select friends would know what the hell happened.
Career ah..... The army has a new career scheme. And I signed up for it. Funny cause my last post was a decision to leave the force. But come to think of it, I thought that having a backup plan would be better. So yea..... call me hypocritical but I'd rather rank survival as top priority in this world gone terribly wrong.
Myself.... Last year was a screwed up year for me. I needed a lot of time to myself and I believe in doing so, I have unknowingly distanced myself from my wife, my buddies and my friends. For this, I do owe alot of you out there an apology. A big one to my wife for causing her so much pain and grief.
And so that's it. 2009 just flashed over. Hope everyone that reads this would have a better year in 2010. And may the best in 2009 be the worst in 2010 for you people!