weirdness.
so I had a dream a while ago (don't know how long ago, but it feels like a while) that I'm confusing with reality. in the dream, I smoked. a lot. I knew it was bad for me, and I knew that I should quit, but I was wicked stressed out, and was smoking like a pack a day.
it seems more like a memory though. even though I know it isn't, since I've never smoked in my life.
I think that the stress issues that I was feeling in the dream are so close to the stresses that I have in real life, so that might be why it all seems like it really happened.
sort of like how if you say something enough times (like little white lies), you almost start to believe it yourself.
I guess memories are weird like that.
and for some reason, I feel like I need a smoke.
of course, as soon as I smell the cigarette smoke, I'll change my mind.
it seems more like a memory though. even though I know it isn't, since I've never smoked in my life.
I think that the stress issues that I was feeling in the dream are so close to the stresses that I have in real life, so that might be why it all seems like it really happened.
sort of like how if you say something enough times (like little white lies), you almost start to believe it yourself.
I guess memories are weird like that.
and for some reason, I feel like I need a smoke.
of course, as soon as I smell the cigarette smoke, I'll change my mind.