so
so today i woke up and said to myself:
you will not smoke a lot of cigarettes today
or a lot of pot
and you won't go online so much
and i'm a horrible failure. my sister has to have surgery in 2 weeks because she *might* have uteran cancer, or it's just endometriosis and fibroid cysts really really bad...either way... this sucks for a few reasons
1) she'd be out of work and in pain
2) we have to postpone moving
3) some other things...
i talked to cara about going to mass. I WANT TO BE ThERE IN APRIL! GAHHH! i just need to save 400 bucks, that's not even a lot, but putting that aside on top of paying bills...hm. we'll see.
it's really not too much though. i figure, 2 weeks. staying there. the 6-18..hopefully so it's just a few days after my birthday.
i'm really hoping for this job with the university of phoenix. pay sounds good. 33 is awesome for arizona. it'd help with us buying a house. i don't know though. arizona kinda sucks. i foresee myself back east...some time... who knows when.
i really wish i had a strawberry italian ice. that sounds wonderful right now.
still haven't heard from jayme. cool, cool, very cool.
i did talk to dee briefly. she confessed that she misses lauren and i.
i confessed that the chocolate covered pretzels she gave me were good.
i just spent a moment thinking about miss jasmin
my dog just ate an overburner cover thing...
and peanut butter and jelly with honey, on toast, is fucking delicious
so is orange juice, i think i'll be asleep by 11 tonight. scary.
you will not smoke a lot of cigarettes today
or a lot of pot
and you won't go online so much
and i'm a horrible failure. my sister has to have surgery in 2 weeks because she *might* have uteran cancer, or it's just endometriosis and fibroid cysts really really bad...either way... this sucks for a few reasons
1) she'd be out of work and in pain
2) we have to postpone moving
3) some other things...
i talked to cara about going to mass. I WANT TO BE ThERE IN APRIL! GAHHH! i just need to save 400 bucks, that's not even a lot, but putting that aside on top of paying bills...hm. we'll see.
it's really not too much though. i figure, 2 weeks. staying there. the 6-18..hopefully so it's just a few days after my birthday.
i'm really hoping for this job with the university of phoenix. pay sounds good. 33 is awesome for arizona. it'd help with us buying a house. i don't know though. arizona kinda sucks. i foresee myself back east...some time... who knows when.
i really wish i had a strawberry italian ice. that sounds wonderful right now.
still haven't heard from jayme. cool, cool, very cool.
i did talk to dee briefly. she confessed that she misses lauren and i.
i confessed that the chocolate covered pretzels she gave me were good.
i just spent a moment thinking about miss jasmin
my dog just ate an overburner cover thing...
and peanut butter and jelly with honey, on toast, is fucking delicious
so is orange juice, i think i'll be asleep by 11 tonight. scary.