Once again...
Of course this would happen again.
Of course i would fall for a stupid boy who literally told me he doesn't care about me. Maybe his idea of friendship is different than mine.
I was a fool for ever thinking there was more between us. I think he lied. I think he's full of shit. I think i'm gonna flip a nut. I think i cried too much over this.
Why does this always happen to me? ALWAYS. The rare people that i actually do let into my life always leave me at the same point everytime, after i've gotten attached.
I'm a dumbass.
And when i don't let anyone in, people say "why why why??" Well this is why. You'll hurt me in the end. You will. It's inevitable.
This one hurts in a different way tho. It's a bull shit excuse. And it's a lot different because it's college.
It hurts. Real bad.
I feel stupid and embarassed and incomplete.
And i'm lacking sleep because i went to bed at 5 and woke up at 7:30 to sit in boring ass History class for 2 hours.
Help. Advice. Something.
Of course i would fall for a stupid boy who literally told me he doesn't care about me. Maybe his idea of friendship is different than mine.
I was a fool for ever thinking there was more between us. I think he lied. I think he's full of shit. I think i'm gonna flip a nut. I think i cried too much over this.
Why does this always happen to me? ALWAYS. The rare people that i actually do let into my life always leave me at the same point everytime, after i've gotten attached.
I'm a dumbass.
And when i don't let anyone in, people say "why why why??" Well this is why. You'll hurt me in the end. You will. It's inevitable.
This one hurts in a different way tho. It's a bull shit excuse. And it's a lot different because it's college.
It hurts. Real bad.
I feel stupid and embarassed and incomplete.
And i'm lacking sleep because i went to bed at 5 and woke up at 7:30 to sit in boring ass History class for 2 hours.
Help. Advice. Something.