aftermath of this weekend

[kariatamune]

yeah, i saw randi this weekend. i loved it, but i dont know how she felt. im so afraid that she doesnt want to be with me right now. i dont know how id be able to handle it. i just wish...that it will all be okay eventually. i dont know... im really scared that shes really not happy with me. if she is i wish she would say it cause i dont want her living a lie.

i dont know if i could handle it if she left me tho. not after all we've been through. i just dont think it should be done with more than one person. i dont know...