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[kariatamune]

i hate today. its not even a monday. im scared, and sad, and depressed right now. i think i am losing randi...but im not sure...im really afraid i am. i dunno. i AM seeing here a week from yesterday, to about a week minus one hour, but i dont know whether or not she'll want me down there.

i dunno.

ill just hope and see what happens.