It's been a little while
It's actually been over a month since I left. I'm feeling pretty good about my decision so far. I feel pretty good about myself for the first time in a long time. Progress.
I got my year of gratitude kit today. It's a couple weeks late, but I'm going to start it and finish it. Every week I get to write to someone who has had a positive effect on my life. I can't friggin wait. I have some many people to thank. I'm truly grateful for the life I lead.
Brian is getting on my nerves. I mean, it's great that he wants everyone to get their steps, but he wins every week because all he does is hike and hit his step goal of 10,000 steps every day. It's impossible to beat him unless you're hiking at least 2 times a week. It's kinda not fun anymore. But, then again, it wasn't really fun when we were together all the time either. It's always a competition. He always has to be better than everyone else. Always.
The blood moon was really cool tonight. I enjoyed watching it, though it's been pretty cold here in Tampa. Today it was very windy. It's supposed to rain again on Wednesday and Thursday.
I've been working out almost every day. I'm proud of myself. I just had to get into a rhythm. I've been being nice to myself. Abnormal, but good. I feel beautiful for the first time in a long time.
I started my latest crochet project. A new scarf for when I'm back in Colorado and it's freaking freezing. It's harder than I thought to work with really heavy yarn, but it looks good and it's super soft. :)
Tomorrow going to the Tampa Zoo to see some animales. My brother gets in for free because he's a Marine.
I got my year of gratitude kit today. It's a couple weeks late, but I'm going to start it and finish it. Every week I get to write to someone who has had a positive effect on my life. I can't friggin wait. I have some many people to thank. I'm truly grateful for the life I lead.
Brian is getting on my nerves. I mean, it's great that he wants everyone to get their steps, but he wins every week because all he does is hike and hit his step goal of 10,000 steps every day. It's impossible to beat him unless you're hiking at least 2 times a week. It's kinda not fun anymore. But, then again, it wasn't really fun when we were together all the time either. It's always a competition. He always has to be better than everyone else. Always.
The blood moon was really cool tonight. I enjoyed watching it, though it's been pretty cold here in Tampa. Today it was very windy. It's supposed to rain again on Wednesday and Thursday.
I've been working out almost every day. I'm proud of myself. I just had to get into a rhythm. I've been being nice to myself. Abnormal, but good. I feel beautiful for the first time in a long time.
I started my latest crochet project. A new scarf for when I'm back in Colorado and it's freaking freezing. It's harder than I thought to work with really heavy yarn, but it looks good and it's super soft. :)
Tomorrow going to the Tampa Zoo to see some animales. My brother gets in for free because he's a Marine.