Jan 17, 2019 11:13
So I signed up for a sabbatical volunteer program through AirBnb in Italy for 3 months. I was honest and a little funny with my responses. They pick a winner on March 29th. It's up to the Universe to decide if this is what I should do. Now I wait.
I've learned a lot by going to my brother's AA meetings. Mostly that it's great to have a community of people where there's not nearly as much bs. People tell the truth and speak whatever is on their minds. I wish we had more of that sometimes. It's teaching me it's ok to tell others how I'm feeling.
I need to stop stalling on some of the things I'm stalling on. I'm working out again, which is good. I gave up drinking, which is also good. I need to drink more water. I'm doing better taking care of myself, but I need to continue doing that.
I have a bad feeling about something. Not sure what it is yet. But it came yesterday and it's still here today.