Set me free
Why don't you baby?
Get off my life

Why don't you baby?
'Cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin' on.
'Cause you don't really need me
But you just keep me hangin' on.

I think I'm emotionally stunted.  

hello.  i'm still alive.

Well painted passion
You rightly suspect
Impersonation
The dumbing down of love
Jaded in anger
Love underwhelms you
No box of chocolates
Whichever way you fall
And if I tell you
Lover alone without love
What will happen

it was something i've always suspected, but i'm quite certain now that my life was not meant to be easy.

Things I Secretly Want To Do Before I Die:

1.  Write a novel
2.  Teach at a University
3.  Go to New York's Fashion Week
4.  Get out of something by crying
5. Be extremely shallow and go out with someone for their looks
6. Have a stranger recognize me for something
7. Own a cafe
8. Learn how to design and make my own clothes
9. Book the best room ( Read more... )

i'm really scared that theres something physically wrong with me. lately i've been feeling really uneasy in the chest area, like you get when you're super nervous about something coming up. and i feel like my heart is racing and that it could collapse at any time. so i thought my heart rate was really up but amy and i compared ours last night, and ( Read more... )

it's my dad's birthday today. he would've been 70. i just thought about it righ tnow and all of a sudden i feel this rush of tears and that pain/warmth in your nasal area. and luckily today i'm the the cubicle in the back, hidden from everyone, but i'm still pausing to quicking change my thoughts, dabbing the corner of my eyes and hold back tears- ( Read more... )

feelin those random bouts of sadness again...

how long does it take before it stops hurting?