So, I may have been wrong. for once
Ok so yesterday (being Valentines day) wasn't as bad as I thought it was gonna be. Don't get me wrong I still HATE the day with a passion, and I do like to think of it as just another day, with a little more candy. But yesterday was actually fun. I drove to Meghan's house with Brian to wait for Marissa to get there. She walks out of her house on the phone, gives it to me, I get in the car, lock her out, and talk to Fluffy he tells me that I have to stay at Meghan's to wait for him & Chelsea, and of coarse I needed a reason, so he told me his whole plan. Mean while I'm laughing at Meghan while she's trying to figure out what the hell we're talking about. Well Fluffy gets to her house, and everybody leaves them alone, he gives her a white rose, slurpee, and well you should all know the rest. I'm SOO freaking happy for her. Oh btw this whole event happened in the Mexican Van, don't hate. Then Fluff & Chelsea leave, and Me, Marissa, Brian, and Meghan head up to the dollar theater to see Rent for 75 cents, only the most amazing movie in the world. Well Brian is walking into the theater, saying "this is gonna be gay, I can't believe I'm doing this, WHY THE HELL AM I WATCHING THE FUCKING MOVIE?!?!??" Lets just say, in like the middle of the movie he turns to me and says "wow, this is a really good movie", and yeah I pretty much owned him.
Today = very stressful. I snapped again. during guard, SO I sat alone in the corner of the cafeteria, and when Mr. Kerstin asked me what was wrong, I replied with "I just need to be alone." Meghan came up to me, and I told her the same thing. There are just times when I need to be left alone, and I don't feel like talking about it. I don't know whats been up with me, I feel like so much shit is being pushed down on to me. Whatever.
Today = very stressful. I snapped again. during guard, SO I sat alone in the corner of the cafeteria, and when Mr. Kerstin asked me what was wrong, I replied with "I just need to be alone." Meghan came up to me, and I told her the same thing. There are just times when I need to be left alone, and I don't feel like talking about it. I don't know whats been up with me, I feel like so much shit is being pushed down on to me. Whatever.