Memphis in 1 day!!

Dec 26, 2005 23:59

So Memphis is like 1 day away!! I just finished packing and let me tell you this much it was like the worst couple hours of my life. I cried.. my mom yelled at me.. I swear sometimes I just want to slap her and call her a BITCH!! I cut my finger on a fricken rusty screw in the bathroom and while it's gushing blood and I'm crying (i can't stand the sight of blood + stress + it hurt like a bitch) and she's YELLING at me.. that's so fucked up. I don't get her and I'm glad I'm not going to see her for 5 days, I know that sounds bitchy but it's the truth and it really doesn't get any better when your father is calling you fat and all this other shit in the background.. yeah I'm glad I'm not going to be around him for a week also. But whatever I'm over it.. I quit trying to be a star child to them.. bc I'll never be it'll always be my sister with the perfect grades & amazing at soccer & basketball & my brother being amazing at baseball.. what do I have decent grades, band and chorus. not a sport to them. ANYWAYS.
The guy I like.. yeah I DOUBT he likes me. For 1 I'm me.. and for 2 he's him. and yeah thats basically it. Bye.
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