i have a band named tree and my name is malta. PLAYER.
And there's three, count 'em three
children playing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach
There's Veronica
She's biting her lip
as she watches the waves turn white at the tip
And there's Vada
Radiating with joy
and luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy
And lastly there's Dade
His hair dances in the wind
and he's wondering what love is
And why it has to end
And he can't understand
how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends.
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
and live for the moment now
And there's three, count 'em three
children growing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach
There's Veronica
She's licking her lips
as she waits for her real, first passionate kiss
And there's Vada
Can't admit her jealousy
of her sister Veronica, and how she's so pretty
Lastly there's Dade
Still sitting on the dock
Ponders his life, and he skips his rocks
And he wonders when his father will return
but he's not coming back
And he can't understand
how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends.
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard
And there's three, count 'em three
children missing from the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach
But the sad thing
is that they never lived passed the age of fifteen
due to neglect from their mother
Who was bed ridden by her ex-lover, their father
She didn't even notice, or pay much attention
as the tide came in and swept her three into the ocean
Now all her advice, it seems useless
No, Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love's completely real, so forget anything that you've heard
so of course i wrote one long entry and it deleted because that's just my luck. awesome. so yesterday i was just laying down to do my homework and such because i'm so cool that i was gonna do homework on a friday night cause that's how i roll and such. ricky calls me. he wanted me to go over and i figured well i won't probably see him for awhile if i don't so i better while i can. so yea. went over to his house. awesome. watched bad boys two but then my dad came so i never got to see how it ends. oh well. i guess it was just nice to spend time with him. yea. now he's in pittsburg or something.oh well. what a confusing relationship for me atleast.
today is september 11th. makes. i still remember it like it was just last week or something. i guess it's hard to forget the day you wake up for your grandma's (who happened to be a pretty good friend of yours also) funeral and you hear on your radio that two planes crashed into the building minutes ago. i don't know. i know the quote and slash or lyrics ''the death of one is tragic, the death of millions is a statistic'', but it's just one of those things. i don't know. i remember how scared i was when both my dad and my brother were willing to drop everything and go to nyc and help out. brandon schraeder and i were best friends at the time and i came home from the funeral and called him and he told me his mom was there. i didn't know what to tell him. it was just so frightening. on top of everything going on in my life at that time, it was just a lot i guess. also, my uncle goes to nyc like every week, i was worried. so maybe it was selfish of me to be so upset over losing my grandma, but i felt so bad for all those families. they had no idea if their loved ones was in that mess. they had no idea if they'd ever see them again. i guess i've only ever been in that situation once when i came home to ski club and people told me my uncle was missing. it's a feeling you can't describe. i felt sick to my stomach. it was horrible. i can't imagine having a missing family member later to find out that they were dead. i guess i'm narrowminded or whatever but i just don't understand how some people can be so insensitive about the whole subject. i don't know. whatev.
moving on. i don't know what to think anymore.i don't know who to trust. i don't know anything anymore. all of this comes at the convient time of the beginning of the school year. in law and justice we talked about values and morals. kinda makes me think about everything that much more. coach...i mean mr. brown asks me what would you do if your friend started getting heavy into drugs and such. i was in shock. i was like freaking out on the inside. i started shaking. i didn't know what to say. oh well. friends are overrated anyway. melissa says i have lots of friends and it's funny because i don't but she always gets mad when we walk to chorus and too many people say hi to me or something and yea. i don't have friends but she doesn't believe me. the end.
today i went to the lill's basically because i love them a lot. i love that soccer team by the way. oh yes. my shoulder is kinda iffy and if i get back at a reasonable time tonight i'll go for a run maybe. blahh. i have wayyyy too much homework.
i've never noticed that swedish fish say swedish right on there. how awesome. you know. i don't like the other colored swedish fish. only the red ones. i guess i'm racist. brandon told me swedish fish are made in canada. awesome. that wraps up the lesson of the day.
ha right now is the g-love and the special sauce concert. just makes me laugh.
woohooshing: have you heard how sprinklers are the most racist thing in the world?
woohooshing: it's because they gooooo
woohooshing: chinkchinkchinkchinkchink SPIC nigganigganigganigganigga
Chubbs399: i said my chinks dont dance we just pull up our pants and do the teryaki now lo mein lo mein lo mein me