Nov 30, 2006 01:26
there is one HUGE thing i hate about college
the fact taht its RUINS EVERYTHING I LOVE
i officially never loook forward to riding anymore...in fact i DREAD it
and that hurts more than anything
i just wanna go home
but i came to the realization that
i don't know where home is...
i'm uncomfotable in my literal home at 31 fairview
i don't like being in my dorm room cuz i'm generally in the process of working
that honeymoon feeling after coming home is gone
today was too much for me
and i can't even enjoy the free Fray concert tomorrow because
A- i'll be doing hw as i watch
B - eveyone will be hooking up or looking to because its the Fray which is my schools second fav hook up band after snow patrol
C- theres going to be a ferris wheel....and thats not romantic at all
and D - i will have two HUGE finals on friday due
why can't i love what i do any more?