I'm tired feel what I feel ( Read more... )

You ask me what was my dream last night?
I saw many girls ... They told me about you ... Veronica, Melanie, Christina, Elena, Irina ... Now I know exactly how will not call my daughter.


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 It was so hard to see you with another woman ... even harder to develop their sense of pride and never talk about it ... 

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 The third day I have a nightmares ... I don't want to remember those dreams ... but for me, frame by frame ... and I don't want to understand them ( Read more... )

Loneliness is when you're surrounded by wonderful people who love and understand you. But each of them have people  who is closer than you!


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One month we do not see each other ... one month, we can not hear each other ... one month ... one month ago at this time we were sitting in the garden and I tried to catch every sekond total time ... And my heart shrinks. .. And where the stomach is very hot ... Apparently there love lives ... Lives and does not go away ...

Sometimes... Sometimes...( really often) I'm so sad...
Fight. I fight the sadness. But the only thing I wanna do is to burst out crying and cry... to make the wind take my cries  so   far   away   from  me   that  I  can't   hear..  to   make   all   this   pain   go   inside   of   me...
I Play. Every day I play The Miss Don't Care, The Miss Doesn' ( Read more... )

... It hurts to get from you messages that contain nothing except letters ... Asser, I don't want to think about you ... I'm leaving that to think about the people who really need my love and support ... I can not think of you more ... I really hurt

I want to die ... quiet ... that used no one noticed, and what would my death no one has disappointed ...
But ... much easier to die than to live ... And I forgot about their desire ... and I want to meet the difficulties that would prove to myself that this is life ... we must live with dignity ...

- Why are you crying? "You asked me ...
- Life does not end ...- you said ...
- This is the first time with you? - You asked ...
"Yes ... I said I. ..
Of course, I cried ... not once ... I cried for different reasons ... One time I cried because my man sleep with another woman ... the second time I cried when my man went to the other girl ... and I am ( Read more... )