May 15, 2005 18:27
Why are boys so damn confusing? One nite we fight, the next he's all sweet. i don't understand. he's never been the type to say "I love you" let alone say it in public.
now that i think of it...he's hardly said it when he wasn't fucked up. hmm...does that mean anything?
anyways, friday nite we fight, saturday we're apart cuz he's in ohio n i'm up in saginaw. he calls me all drunk, i hear girls in the background. I know that they are at a bar, and he says "I love you". Was that for the girls to hear? Or to try and make me feel like he's trustworthy?
why out of the blue would he say that? I want to believe that he meant it and that he's feeling comfortable with our relationship to say that out loud.
but i don't.
it's just not like him. Am I bein paranoid?
i don't understand, but i'm so glad that he said it. i don't want my heart to be broken again