another night
Well I started listening to language CDs on my 1 and a half hour drive to work to and back everyday. I kinda wish the CDs were alittle more detailed, but they help.
Last night I had a crazy dream. I have been describing my dreams as vivid, which I guess all dreams are, however these ones have been just out there vivid.... Anyways im in IL with my gf and mom. We go out in this fiel area by car and there are some apartments and projects, and I notice all my old friends from PA are there. I get out of the car and start hanging out with them. I tell my mom to take my gf with her and I will meet them later~ After talking with my friends for a while I got out further ina field and there is an air show, with old fashion bi-planes. SO a bunch of planes are flying around and a bunch of old people are sitting on this set of bleachers... all of a sudden a plane starts to plummit and than another plane wreaks into another plane... Pretty soon all the planes are either crashing into the ground exploding in air or crashing into each other. I know this may sound funny but i was all alone in the field watching this, and it was gruesome like bodies hitting the ground and exploding. Bodies falling with no parachutes on fire and burning alive.. like some of the most gruesome deaths i watched happen and like I have seen some real life violent shit, but this was pretty bad. SO I leave the show bc it seems everyone is disgusted and panicing I find my mom and she hurries and gets me in the car. As we are driving i ask her where my gf is, and she says she left her there. Now my gf is japanese, and my friends in PA, which I haent really seen in years, are cool, but they are country... so I started to panic. I flipped out on my mom and had her drive me back there immediately. My GF was ok, but she was very scared... thats the end of dream.
What else is new, I am hoping to get my apartment this weekend at earliest, but I doubt that will happen. I have a bunch of feelings caught inside me these days. Soon im gonna need an outlet or im gonna explode.
Anyways take care all
Last night I had a crazy dream. I have been describing my dreams as vivid, which I guess all dreams are, however these ones have been just out there vivid.... Anyways im in IL with my gf and mom. We go out in this fiel area by car and there are some apartments and projects, and I notice all my old friends from PA are there. I get out of the car and start hanging out with them. I tell my mom to take my gf with her and I will meet them later~ After talking with my friends for a while I got out further ina field and there is an air show, with old fashion bi-planes. SO a bunch of planes are flying around and a bunch of old people are sitting on this set of bleachers... all of a sudden a plane starts to plummit and than another plane wreaks into another plane... Pretty soon all the planes are either crashing into the ground exploding in air or crashing into each other. I know this may sound funny but i was all alone in the field watching this, and it was gruesome like bodies hitting the ground and exploding. Bodies falling with no parachutes on fire and burning alive.. like some of the most gruesome deaths i watched happen and like I have seen some real life violent shit, but this was pretty bad. SO I leave the show bc it seems everyone is disgusted and panicing I find my mom and she hurries and gets me in the car. As we are driving i ask her where my gf is, and she says she left her there. Now my gf is japanese, and my friends in PA, which I haent really seen in years, are cool, but they are country... so I started to panic. I flipped out on my mom and had her drive me back there immediately. My GF was ok, but she was very scared... thats the end of dream.
What else is new, I am hoping to get my apartment this weekend at earliest, but I doubt that will happen. I have a bunch of feelings caught inside me these days. Soon im gonna need an outlet or im gonna explode.
Anyways take care all