an update
Well I really dont think ill ever get around to writing the individual stories, but I will let you all know one thing. Japan is really cool, and I dig it.
Moving on, my job is getting more and more hectic, not sure if I explained it, but I work for a Japanese printing company. OK, so friday I travelled to PA and that same day back to IL. I drove near the town I grew up in, it was kinda eary, I dont really like it there. To be honest the town and unions and all big companies moved out, bc of mob and corrupt officials. It is a ghost town, however where my house was, was in the country, and was extremely private. That house has been in my family for over 100+ years, and one day I hope to buy it back. Everytime I get near that house my imagination explodes.... i miss imaging great battles and wars and movies in my yard on the hill surrounded by forest.... ahh
MOving on next week Ill be doin the normal Michigan trips, with a possible trip to AZ on Friday and NJ in Oct.
I will be getting my apartment in Oct - Nov, nothing to fancy, but I think I have resources to make it nice. I believe my gf will be visiting me in the US also in DEC or something. I am really lonely here ~_~ but I can survive.... i got games and violent movies... that helps
Speaking of movies, the cinema near my house has turned into a ghetto p.o.s. For instance, and all racism aside, Im with my two friends Dave and Carlos, carlos is half black half mexican i think. We leave the movie theater at like midnight and as others are leaving a group of 4 brothers is just tearing into people. A fat lady her daughter and husband walk by and they call her rosanne etc etc they even made fun of a guy with a fake leg, and when I say made fun of they like made it know for the whole parking lot to hear. I felt dissapointed in myself, there were many things I wanted to do, for the people who did not defend themselves, but it is not my place.... ah well enough of that talk... there are many mixed emotions about that, but kids will be kids.
I had another dream much like my las vegas one. THis one took place in Kyoto, but the city in my dreams was very advance, yet old, and in my dream I claimed it was Kyoto but it looked nothing like it. It was very vivid and color full. Buildings were in shapes that I could not even begin to draw and all the colors were radiant even when, by nature, they would be dull colors. I cant remember much, but I was showing my brother around the city, and I was overwhelmed with joy to be there...
I need a new hobby, something to bide my time.... in a more fruitful manner. Writing, exercising, studying languages.... these would be the most obvious ones.... the ones I want to do the most... yet I find myself playing games and imagining things that lead me nowhere... I feel rotten in the place I am living. I love to play games I can get lost in them, but playing games is like voluntarily taking drugs. Like all bad things, they can be good in moderation.
A side note on the game thing:
It is funny, I could go into it more, but why do you think the US military is trying so hard to appeal to gamers. Many people do not realize how orchestrated and planned out many of the actions our government takes really are. The same goes for big business. My thoughts are un organzined at this time, but just thinking about these facts will lead whoever reads this to their own conclusions. It is nothing bad or good, just an opinion and an irony which I can only describe as morbib.
Take Care readers. Ryan... simply awesome story on your blog btw... awesome job. I envy you.
Moving on, my job is getting more and more hectic, not sure if I explained it, but I work for a Japanese printing company. OK, so friday I travelled to PA and that same day back to IL. I drove near the town I grew up in, it was kinda eary, I dont really like it there. To be honest the town and unions and all big companies moved out, bc of mob and corrupt officials. It is a ghost town, however where my house was, was in the country, and was extremely private. That house has been in my family for over 100+ years, and one day I hope to buy it back. Everytime I get near that house my imagination explodes.... i miss imaging great battles and wars and movies in my yard on the hill surrounded by forest.... ahh
MOving on next week Ill be doin the normal Michigan trips, with a possible trip to AZ on Friday and NJ in Oct.
I will be getting my apartment in Oct - Nov, nothing to fancy, but I think I have resources to make it nice. I believe my gf will be visiting me in the US also in DEC or something. I am really lonely here ~_~ but I can survive.... i got games and violent movies... that helps
Speaking of movies, the cinema near my house has turned into a ghetto p.o.s. For instance, and all racism aside, Im with my two friends Dave and Carlos, carlos is half black half mexican i think. We leave the movie theater at like midnight and as others are leaving a group of 4 brothers is just tearing into people. A fat lady her daughter and husband walk by and they call her rosanne etc etc they even made fun of a guy with a fake leg, and when I say made fun of they like made it know for the whole parking lot to hear. I felt dissapointed in myself, there were many things I wanted to do, for the people who did not defend themselves, but it is not my place.... ah well enough of that talk... there are many mixed emotions about that, but kids will be kids.
I had another dream much like my las vegas one. THis one took place in Kyoto, but the city in my dreams was very advance, yet old, and in my dream I claimed it was Kyoto but it looked nothing like it. It was very vivid and color full. Buildings were in shapes that I could not even begin to draw and all the colors were radiant even when, by nature, they would be dull colors. I cant remember much, but I was showing my brother around the city, and I was overwhelmed with joy to be there...
I need a new hobby, something to bide my time.... in a more fruitful manner. Writing, exercising, studying languages.... these would be the most obvious ones.... the ones I want to do the most... yet I find myself playing games and imagining things that lead me nowhere... I feel rotten in the place I am living. I love to play games I can get lost in them, but playing games is like voluntarily taking drugs. Like all bad things, they can be good in moderation.
A side note on the game thing:
It is funny, I could go into it more, but why do you think the US military is trying so hard to appeal to gamers. Many people do not realize how orchestrated and planned out many of the actions our government takes really are. The same goes for big business. My thoughts are un organzined at this time, but just thinking about these facts will lead whoever reads this to their own conclusions. It is nothing bad or good, just an opinion and an irony which I can only describe as morbib.
Take Care readers. Ryan... simply awesome story on your blog btw... awesome job. I envy you.