just a tad.
last night i went back on some of my journals...like really way back, and honestly how stupid was i? seriously lol. i think out of all my blogs about guys i honestly only cared for 3.
i use to write some dumb shit on here i tell ya lol. thank god i was young back then and have an excuse.
i am a very impatient person, and i know this. but i am ready to settle down and get married and make some babies. and i know that eventually that will happen in my life.
i am young 24, next year i'll be quarter of a century...oh my. but as i laid on the couch and calculated, the longest inbetween times i have been single since the start of dating ryan back in 2001 broke up 2003, dated a guy right after and then dated chico 2004. 2005 i 'saw' a guy and then i dated another guy in 2005. i also "saw" a guy from july - sept and then i became a whore sike just playing and then dated a guy in 06, and then seriously dated someone from 06-09....like wow. i have been thru alot of guys LMAO. terrible. but honestly ive only cared about 3. i have had alone time to myself but i think right now is my time. i think whatever has happen, happend for a reason in my favor and not in his. i do have a feeling that this last one is gonna get whats coming to him not by me, but by karma..
anyways. i got a pedicure today....ahhh my toes are wonderful now. i got a letter from chico so i immediately wrote him back and will send it tomorrow. i finally got windshield wipers, now i jsut need my dad here to put them on.
tomorrow i am wearing a dress to work. first every in the 2 yrs ive been to BCSB lol...starting spet 8th we wear uniforms...watch out cause im sporting some hot pink heels with that uniform lol :) we get paid tomorrow, sending out my two bills that i have left for the beginning of the month. then putting some away in a hidden place until nashville.
i wrapped my hair this evening. put the straightner to it, then cantu and then wrapped it. hopefully it's sexy tomorrow. monday going to get my hair done at the dominican shop to be fresh for tuesday night lol. i smoked a full pack of cigs today thats prob why i feel sick... but thats what happens when ur on a 4 hr online slumber chat taking notes lol.
anyways going to bed. night
i use to write some dumb shit on here i tell ya lol. thank god i was young back then and have an excuse.
i am a very impatient person, and i know this. but i am ready to settle down and get married and make some babies. and i know that eventually that will happen in my life.
i am young 24, next year i'll be quarter of a century...oh my. but as i laid on the couch and calculated, the longest inbetween times i have been single since the start of dating ryan back in 2001 broke up 2003, dated a guy right after and then dated chico 2004. 2005 i 'saw' a guy and then i dated another guy in 2005. i also "saw" a guy from july - sept and then i became a whore sike just playing and then dated a guy in 06, and then seriously dated someone from 06-09....like wow. i have been thru alot of guys LMAO. terrible. but honestly ive only cared about 3. i have had alone time to myself but i think right now is my time. i think whatever has happen, happend for a reason in my favor and not in his. i do have a feeling that this last one is gonna get whats coming to him not by me, but by karma..
anyways. i got a pedicure today....ahhh my toes are wonderful now. i got a letter from chico so i immediately wrote him back and will send it tomorrow. i finally got windshield wipers, now i jsut need my dad here to put them on.
tomorrow i am wearing a dress to work. first every in the 2 yrs ive been to BCSB lol...starting spet 8th we wear uniforms...watch out cause im sporting some hot pink heels with that uniform lol :) we get paid tomorrow, sending out my two bills that i have left for the beginning of the month. then putting some away in a hidden place until nashville.
i wrapped my hair this evening. put the straightner to it, then cantu and then wrapped it. hopefully it's sexy tomorrow. monday going to get my hair done at the dominican shop to be fresh for tuesday night lol. i smoked a full pack of cigs today thats prob why i feel sick... but thats what happens when ur on a 4 hr online slumber chat taking notes lol.
anyways going to bed. night