the old man sits at the old mans bar, waiting for his turn to die. part two.

[karaisforever]

after much discussion, and experience in situations, i am making an avid effort, even more so than before, to be who my instinctual self would be. i often over analyize and make things into what i want them to be and i am working to stop this. in a given situation i am often able to read the situation, and furthermore manipulate it to my advantage, so in turn, i am working to act as "kara brockett" would.

i feel like i am constantly struggling to do this, and it simply frustrated me beyond belief. i don't want to play games with others, or myself, and thats all i am doing.'

i will elaborate more later, as for now, sleep beckons.