Is this really what it is like being single? Really?

Apr 25, 2005 17:02

That party was too much guys, lol. Being single is still new to me believe it or not. I have not decided if I like it. I do like, however feeling wanted. Horny drunk biochemists, environmental scientists, musicians, artists that are funny hot rich and smart? sure, but not too close fellas, I had 6 jello shots and no longer know any boundaries:

I'm standing next to you kid, might as well know your name. What the hell is wrong with the keg? Doesn't matter to me, I had my fill of jello shots and don't even have a cup. Aww, you will share? How sweet. ... Yeah, Office Administrator...corporate. Traveling, art...Yeah, you are really cute too. My number, sure, sweetie. Are you as wasted as me? Probably. Sure, I'll wait. Muah.
Kissing? Where did my friends go? Who the hell am I talking to? Open your eyes. Do not sigh like that, he will get the wrong impression. Too late. Why is he touching me? I never told him he could stroke me intoxicatedly. Moving on. Nice guy, a bit rough and who even saw him coming? Where is that biochemist? Oh yeah, trying to find me a cup.
Who are you? I gave you a clove at the beginning of the night and you gave me a hug. Sweet guy, great smile. Strong, imposing and a hot ass voice. Why am I only hearing how hot it is and not a word of his whispers in my ear? LOl, such a guy move. Kissing? Where is my control? I never do this. I'm a one guy kind of girl. He thinks it is hot I resist, but hotter when I give in. Why the hell am I smiling? Was that my number that just flew out of my mouth. A wink? WHAT?? Too far, baby girl. You are crazy.
Damn those blasted jello- shots.
Open your eyes!
Oh shit, here comes the first guy. Room mates? HA HA HA! That is funny. Oh shit, don't get in a fight boys! Fuck. Walk away. They'll get over it.
Gotta make it to the car. Way too fucked up to deal with any of this. Where's Amber? Amelia? ANTHONY?? Lol, this is fucked up. What the hell, did I just get attacked by someone I do not know? Maybe. I may know him. Fuck it. Walk away. No, sweetie, no more. Good night. I have to go home it is 2:30 and I work at 8. Gotta get to the fricken car. Fuck, I thought you were the biochemist! Who the hell are you? Oh well, add another one to the tally.
What is with these guys? I am not used to this at all. Do I even like it? No. Not at all. It makes me miss what I had. Fuck, I have to get my mind off of that. You are way too strong for that. Just stop thinking about it, baby. Close your fucking eyes.
Just let go. This is what it is supposed to be like, right? Just close you eyes.
...Hello, who are you?...
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