laralala lalalala laralala
Lately I was wondering why I was so cheery/optimistic (well, a bit. Not 'THIS' much but something like 'This') and now, after my dad screwed up my day, I realized it was because he hadn't been shitting on my life lately.
Grr now I'm angry and just want to, idk, give up on some stuff. I hate how one person can fuck up my happiness. He's never apologized for anything. Not even for unimportant things that aren't as serious as our fights. And I don't really want to talk about these things with my mother because I don't want her to feel worse. It's the least I can do. Who can I talk about this with then?
Hum. I shouldn't talk about this here, I think... but this is a good scape goat <3
(bah w/e. it's not like many people will read this.)
Oh man. Physics.... Grrr. I like it, but :< the teacher is just so... lkhgkshdglks. It's very difficult to understand her and her tests are very hard :'( You can read the study sheet all you want but there will still be some weird questions and you'll get a bad grade. GRR. I feel like I'm not learning at all and... I need my grades to get into a good university.
TODAY I PLAYED BLACK AGAIN. WTF WITH ALL THE TRAINERS AND THEIR OVER LEVELLED POKEMON. How am I supposed to be at those levels? Sure I still win easily and all (most of the times...) but it's because the pokemon are a joke like, weedle, beedrill, snubbull...
But my pokemon are 52-54 and theirs are 60+. HOW. I don't even want to beat the league again /scary.
Lacunosa town is pretty <3. And there's gen 2&3 pokemon! <3. I can't wait to get to Black city. And today it said winter on the DS and I got t grab some items from Icirrus city and visited the former team rocket grunt <3. Steven Stone should totally appear on Black/White. And Wallace should take part of the dance thingy.
God. I can't stop listening to Valshe's 'soundless voice'. I have been obsessed for... days now.
Wow. awesomesauce. LOOK AT BELLE
here @ pixiv
Grr now I'm angry and just want to, idk, give up on some stuff. I hate how one person can fuck up my happiness. He's never apologized for anything. Not even for unimportant things that aren't as serious as our fights. And I don't really want to talk about these things with my mother because I don't want her to feel worse. It's the least I can do. Who can I talk about this with then?
Hum. I shouldn't talk about this here, I think... but this is a good scape goat <3
(bah w/e. it's not like many people will read this.)
Oh man. Physics.... Grrr. I like it, but :< the teacher is just so... lkhgkshdglks. It's very difficult to understand her and her tests are very hard :'( You can read the study sheet all you want but there will still be some weird questions and you'll get a bad grade. GRR. I feel like I'm not learning at all and... I need my grades to get into a good university.
TODAY I PLAYED BLACK AGAIN. WTF WITH ALL THE TRAINERS AND THEIR OVER LEVELLED POKEMON. How am I supposed to be at those levels? Sure I still win easily and all (most of the times...) but it's because the pokemon are a joke like, weedle, beedrill, snubbull...
But my pokemon are 52-54 and theirs are 60+. HOW. I don't even want to beat the league again /scary.
Lacunosa town is pretty <3. And there's gen 2&3 pokemon! <3. I can't wait to get to Black city. And today it said winter on the DS and I got t grab some items from Icirrus city and visited the former team rocket grunt <3. Steven Stone should totally appear on Black/White. And Wallace should take part of the dance thingy.
God. I can't stop listening to Valshe's 'soundless voice'. I have been obsessed for... days now.
Wow. awesomesauce. LOOK AT BELLE
here @ pixiv