Can't find my ipod. It's... it's jsut... my world is ending ( Read more... )

i think i failed with my goal of being happy and achieving things >>. been quite depressed lately.
i can't blame the contrast of fantasy and the horrible world. i should know better than to wish for happy things. dumb me.

Been drawing A LOT lately. Dunno. I'm sort of proud of the colourded drawing I made for arisu rin the other day. Whoever passes by ( Read more... )

Lol so I took a break from vDex for a week (logging way too much. ditched it for a week) and then I find in titter some thing about a Ponyta and found out I missed a week of recoloured Shinx. FML. My luck has never been worse. FML. F everything rofl.

So months ago I promised arisu_rin to draw her. Guess what I did.
But I kinda failed because not only the ( Read more... )

 so yesterday i ditched all my obligations (<3 like the irresponsible kid i am)
and drew something
god it's horrible. i need to learn how to draw clothes!
i still need to colour it. i need to learn to shadow clothes too >,>

i can't believe i spent so much time drawing something so... simple.

here's a part of it
he's supposed to be steven stone ;; looks ( Read more... )

 so i just neglected tomorrow's two test and the day after tomorrow's other two test and read 'akuma to love song'.

and i feel epic because once again, i support the pairing that won't be. from the beginning we can see that maria is ending with meguro, yet i kept firm in my belief that even so, maria should have ended up with yukasa.

it's like a ( Read more... )

 
when i enter my room and the first seconds of 'duke of venomania' were playing.

because it's some creepy wind and it was dark and lonely and ;;

 These past weeks I've been so angsty ;; I don't know what has taken over me. It's like 14-15 all over again.
glhkaklghlsg positive thoughts positive thoughts positive thoughts

And I've had to put aside fun things like manga, colouring and lj because school is horrible.
For monday I have this very long book test and I don't know if I'll finish it in ( Read more... )

Sets bear trap thingy, hangs picture from a tree.
Now I wait for certain girl to appear...
Yeah. Because she's all MIA these days.


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Lately I was wondering why I was so cheery/optimistic (well, a bit. Not 'THIS' much but something like 'This') and now, after my dad screwed up my day, I realized it was because he hadn't been shitting on my life lately.
Grr now I'm angry and just want to, idk, give up on some stuff. I hate how one person can fuck up my happiness. He's never ( Read more... )

 So instead of studing for my physics test tomorrow I coloured something :)
I'm so failing that test  ;;

Whatever.
I like her a lot. She's feminine and has a melancholic aura (I think she's the most beautiful girl in the manga<3 lazette and eve are cute, but marie is beautiful). Her whole chapter was sad and... :< in that part where she goes back to ( Read more... )