a relative is going into hospice, so I'm having to text the best text messages ever to family in support

I keep listening to this audiobook about Dark Green Religion, and,

this is me,

dark because it isn't going to work out, green because I care about all living things (not only the humans), and religion because there is no rational way out, I only have my faith, and my doubt,

I think the doubt is more important,

you cannot have faith without