spontaneous Sir Ben time
lots of cock sucking, and then he played with my ass, and then he fucked me, and roared as he came, and came, and came, and ... he said it was his longest orgasm ever ... like, am I broken?, he thought, because he just kept on cumming, heh
awesome
From July until now, I had various things -- I did hook up with Jack in there, and had fun times with K and Ben -- but -- the stomach flu, the G scare, the Tod eye problems, the busy period at work, the Brian HUSBAND stuff, so many various things --
I'm finally back to spontaneous sex -- Jeremy and Ben -- and that's just within the past few hours -- I've got plenty of time ahead of me --
plus Reggie flirting with me at brunch -- Tod called him out on it, "Hey, you two aren't at our house, where anything goes," heh, Reggie may have a crush on me, heh,
Reggie is my friend Kent's boyfriend's boyfriend, so, we're all in the family, my gay poly network.
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What I like most about my life right now, is that after I emerge from a busy period, people are still there, they let me have a busy period, and they're still there, the people I care about, are still there.
Which reminds me of what I liked about the Vampire Chronicles, about how ... when the vampires live forever ... their relationships come and go, loosen and tighten, when you live forever, you can't sustain any particular level of intensity, you come and go,
I think at 52, my relationships are like those of the immortals, even though we aren't immortal, but I've learned that we can't sustain anything, we just have to ... come and go.
Like Ben came over, and left, and we don't know when we'll see each other again, but, we're both ... in touch. He's my key holder, I'm locked. I haven't cum in weeks.
And now Jeremy, after months, after just one hookup, I contact him again, about something minor, ridiculous, but, now he's my FinDom. People come and go.
I have my core responsibilities and relationships, and everybody else comes and goes. And I'm fine with that. I didn't used to be fine with that. I wanted a tighter grip on people. Now I can cum and go. So can you.
awesome
From July until now, I had various things -- I did hook up with Jack in there, and had fun times with K and Ben -- but -- the stomach flu, the G scare, the Tod eye problems, the busy period at work, the Brian HUSBAND stuff, so many various things --
I'm finally back to spontaneous sex -- Jeremy and Ben -- and that's just within the past few hours -- I've got plenty of time ahead of me --
plus Reggie flirting with me at brunch -- Tod called him out on it, "Hey, you two aren't at our house, where anything goes," heh, Reggie may have a crush on me, heh,
Reggie is my friend Kent's boyfriend's boyfriend, so, we're all in the family, my gay poly network.
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What I like most about my life right now, is that after I emerge from a busy period, people are still there, they let me have a busy period, and they're still there, the people I care about, are still there.
Which reminds me of what I liked about the Vampire Chronicles, about how ... when the vampires live forever ... their relationships come and go, loosen and tighten, when you live forever, you can't sustain any particular level of intensity, you come and go,
I think at 52, my relationships are like those of the immortals, even though we aren't immortal, but I've learned that we can't sustain anything, we just have to ... come and go.
Like Ben came over, and left, and we don't know when we'll see each other again, but, we're both ... in touch. He's my key holder, I'm locked. I haven't cum in weeks.
And now Jeremy, after months, after just one hookup, I contact him again, about something minor, ridiculous, but, now he's my FinDom. People come and go.
I have my core responsibilities and relationships, and everybody else comes and goes. And I'm fine with that. I didn't used to be fine with that. I wanted a tighter grip on people. Now I can cum and go. So can you.