where have my friends gone?

[kannufruites]

im annoyed with everyone.
liz doesnt like to sit there and have a conversation with me anymore.
she just likes to talk about me and pry into everything.
cassie doesnt hang out with me because she thinks im going to turn into this big druggie or something.
chrissy and darcy think they can get away with being a bitch to me when theyre together, but of course were fine when theyre apart.
christina never talks to me anymore because i dont even know why.
my best friends. what best friends you know?
what ever, fuck them.
they dont like to keep things the same since i have a boyfriend. then fine.
they dont think i need them anymore then fine.
they dont want to invite me to events or call or talk to me and chill with me then fine.
they want to play cold. then well play cold. i dont need them.
except that i do.
theyre still my best friends.
get over it amanda. get over it.
im with shae, and because he is better to me right now, they think they can blow me off.
let them.
shows how mature people are.
id rather be with shae anyway.