what i find makes me mad
how everyone i get involved with gets compared to adam.
it never fails to happen.
not once.
and i understand that hes a big part of my life, and were god friends, but thats it anymore.
just friends.
barely friends at that.
we only stay in communication because weve been through so much together and are apart of eachother.
but the past is the past.
every good time, every sucky time, everytime i thought i couldnt make it.
its in the past.
yes ill always love that kid,
he'll always mean the world to me and will always share my life and love.
and just because he was my most serious relationship and best friend ive ever had since i was 12 doesnt make it ok for everyone to always compare to him.
im a big girl, guys. i can take care of myself now.
thanks for the concern.
next time people have an issure with somthing. adress it to to the one it concerns.
shae and anybody else isnt adam.
ive grown up being with adam, ive seen, heard, handled, learned, and gone through every good and heartache with him.
all of that is over. he is my friend.
i dont want to hear about the past with him.
i dont want to hear im going to make a mistake just like i did with him.
i dont want to hear people are just like him.
you dont know adam.
i garuntee it.
you dont know adam.
hes a good person. hes just human. just like i am human. just like you are human.
well i like shae. i like shae a lot.
what i do is my own business. leave it alone when you have no idea whats even going on.