[Video | Private]mistyredheadNovember 24 2010, 15:49:50 UTC
[Lavi's numb and it's hard to really feel things because it's all dull and throbbing, but he knows and can really feel how happy he is to see this. Almost so much he wants to laugh at the amusing display, but he doesn't.
He's just so happy and so relieved to see Yu's face and seeing him alright even if his tone is strange because, damn it, he's been worrying so very much.
He has no idea how he could let himself run off and get himself killed in an-- No, not an Allen fashion, that would be in a Yu fashion except Yu doesn't actually die. He has... no idea, but he did.
And it was terrifying.
And it hits him that he should make a video to make sure everyone knows he's alright. ...or, well, back. Hard to say he's alright really...He gives Yu a very tired and weary smile, but it's genuine, it is. But apologetic too because... he freaking got himself killed. How goddamn stupid is that? It's his turn to be berated by himself for being a completely idiot, it seems
( ... )
[Video | Private]infiniillusionNovember 24 2010, 17:11:40 UTC
[Kanda blinks for a brief moment, and then practically lights up, not that obviously of course but it's possible to tell from his look that he is very, very relieved. Scarily so. Almost as if he'd smile if it wasn't something that could never happen that simply. He sighs, shaking his head a bit as if not quite believing his eyes, and then looks again, small usual frown back in place but it's quite obvious he's glad to see you alive.]
And so you should be, you stupid idiot.
[Pausing a bit. He was forced to watch it all, you know. He saw it. But.. Kanda himself too, if only he wasn't stupid enough to get harmed like this... He adds more quietly,]
But so am I.
[Frowns.]
I let my guard down.
[He snorts a bit, as if that was something funny, and seems to finally be back into his usual self.]
You didn't answer where you are. Tell me or get here.
[Motions around unclearly.]
[Yes, he kind of wants to see you eye to eye to make sure you're really there. Or something.]
[Video | Private]mistyredheadNovember 24 2010, 20:16:50 UTC
[It's very subtle but Lavi knows Yu enough to notice the relief, and it doesn't shock him as much as someone who doesn't really know them would probably expect. It's nothing strange or anything, really, not at all. Just rare. And as hard as it is to believe when seeing them... at least for the first time, the friendship is mutual.
They really do care for each other. And sometimes it just hits Lavi how lucky he is to have a friend like Yu. And Allen, and Lenalee and Krory and... to have had friends like Doug
( ... )
[Video | Private]infiniillusionNovember 24 2010, 20:45:09 UTC
[It very much is, as much as probably both of them would hate to admit it. But maybe that's exactly why they're as alike and different as they are. Similar views, serious objectives, unspoken feelings, all that crap that shapes them into what they are. Maybe that's what friendship is about. Who knows?]
[Well, Kanda definitely doesn't. Such terms themselves don't mean much in his mind, but he recognizes the senses. And right now he knows he's glad that Lavi seems fine and isn't dead and gone forever, because at the moment he's half of the people that make being stuck here bearable, the other half being Lenalee. Haha, and that's it. He didn't get here to look for friends, after all. And he'd rather not lose them, too
( ... )
[Video | Private]mistyredheadNovember 25 2010, 14:30:29 UTC
[Lavi has to laugh as the butterflies settle on Kanda's hair. Or, well, he would have laughed if he had the energy, but now he just snickers. It works well enough, really. (But those butterflies actually look pretty good like that.]
I'll try, but I'm pretty tired.
[And "pretty tired" is an understatement, and there's more to it than just that, but that's enough information. The rest might be obvious but he's not so fond of the idea of sharing it. It's... uncomfortable.
Not like he really has something against saying it or anything like that, it's just a habit, something he does without really thinking. If they want to know more, they ask and he might answer. It depends on just how close and personal the subject is, really. Though he can be stubborn about the smallest of things too.
He doesn't berate himself for it, though. Actually, he doesn't really think it's wrong, exactly. Not fair to them, maybe, but... It's what he should do
( ... )
[Video | Private]infiniillusionNovember 25 2010, 16:33:13 UTC
Che.
[That's all of Kanda's reaction to Lavi's amusement, because right now he's really getting no urges to hit the redhead for something like laughing, because it's damn good to see again, especially after this week.]
[He twitches a little hearing he will have to be here longer, but he simply snerks silently and flops down to sit on the grass cross-legged, folding his arms. You may read this as, 'I can wait that much after waiting four days to learn of your aliveness', even if it's a bit different from what he's actually saying;]
I said, hurry up.
[No excuses taken.]
[But that's just his way of dealing with things and you know that.]
[Video | Private]mistyredheadNovember 25 2010, 21:28:38 UTC
Yeah yeah, goin' goin'.
[Yes, he knows, so he doesn't think anymore on that. But even if there's actually no real pressure on that, he will move as quickly as he can, really. Or... well. As quickly as he dares, more like, but still. But he does realise that that really is... the least he can do.
[Video | Private]infiniillusionNovember 25 2010, 21:51:28 UTC
[He snerks softly and doesn't move; he knows Lavi will at least try not to take too long and that's what matters. At least now everything is fine again. For a while. He will be sure to seek bloody revenge out of those Noah.]
[Right now he just nods a bit with a usual blankish expression.]
He's just so happy and so relieved to see Yu's face and seeing him alright even if his tone is strange because, damn it, he's been worrying so very much.
He has no idea how he could let himself run off and get himself killed in an-- No, not an Allen fashion, that would be in a Yu fashion except Yu doesn't actually die. He has... no idea, but he did.
And it was terrifying.
And it hits him that he should make a video to make sure everyone knows he's alright. ...or, well, back. Hard to say he's alright really...He gives Yu a very tired and weary smile, but it's genuine, it is. But apologetic too because... he freaking got himself killed. How goddamn stupid is that? It's his turn to be berated by himself for being a completely idiot, it seems ( ... )
Reply
And so you should be, you stupid idiot.
[Pausing a bit. He was forced to watch it all, you know. He saw it. But.. Kanda himself too, if only he wasn't stupid enough to get harmed like this... He adds more quietly,]
But so am I.
[Frowns.]
I let my guard down.
[He snorts a bit, as if that was something funny, and seems to finally be back into his usual self.]
You didn't answer where you are. Tell me or get here.
[Motions around unclearly.]
[Yes, he kind of wants to see you eye to eye to make sure you're really there. Or something.]
Reply
They really do care for each other. And sometimes it just hits Lavi how lucky he is to have a friend like Yu. And Allen, and Lenalee and Krory and... to have had friends like Doug ( ... )
Reply
[Well, Kanda definitely doesn't. Such terms themselves don't mean much in his mind, but he recognizes the senses. And right now he knows he's glad that Lavi seems fine and isn't dead and gone forever, because at the moment he's half of the people that make being stuck here bearable, the other half being Lenalee. Haha, and that's it. He didn't get here to look for friends, after all. And he'd rather not lose them, too ( ... )
Reply
I'll try, but I'm pretty tired.
[And "pretty tired" is an understatement, and there's more to it than just that, but that's enough information. The rest might be obvious but he's not so fond of the idea of sharing it. It's... uncomfortable.
Not like he really has something against saying it or anything like that, it's just a habit, something he does without really thinking. If they want to know more, they ask and he might answer. It depends on just how close and personal the subject is, really. Though he can be stubborn about the smallest of things too.
He doesn't berate himself for it, though. Actually, he doesn't really think it's wrong, exactly. Not fair to them, maybe, but... It's what he should do ( ... )
Reply
[That's all of Kanda's reaction to Lavi's amusement, because right now he's really getting no urges to hit the redhead for something like laughing, because it's damn good to see again, especially after this week.]
[He twitches a little hearing he will have to be here longer, but he simply snerks silently and flops down to sit on the grass cross-legged, folding his arms. You may read this as, 'I can wait that much after waiting four days to learn of your aliveness', even if it's a bit different from what he's actually saying;]
I said, hurry up.
[No excuses taken.]
[But that's just his way of dealing with things and you know that.]
Reply
[Yes, he knows, so he doesn't think anymore on that. But even if there's actually no real pressure on that, he will move as quickly as he can, really. Or... well. As quickly as he dares, more like, but still. But he does realise that that really is... the least he can do.
All of this... He's just. So sorry.
Damn it.]
I'll... see you in a bit then?
Reply
[Right now he just nods a bit with a usual blankish expression.]
Yeah.
[And ends the call. He's going to wait until the redhead gets here.]
Reply
Leave a comment