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Yea! I got something done today. Not nearly as much as I would have liked to get done but hey, beggars can't be choosers. Better to be happy that I managed to actually get some work done than the usual none at all.
So I've been hearing music lately and seeing things shake. Seriously. Usually when I hear the music it's salsa music or some sort of folk country. I know it's not coming from anywhere because I can hear it just beneath the silence. It really freaks me the fuck out. Also, when I see things out of the corner of my eye they seem to shake. Not everything though, but just a single object out of the group, which is confusing. Sometimes I get really scared that the music is an auditory hallucination - one of the symptoms that you're finally going schizo. Other times it's so damn comforting. When I lie down to sleep I can hear trains passing by, like they're just outside my window and they soothe my mind and calm me down. It's...nice. So if this is the beginning of schizophrenia...if I got the schizo genes...if they are finally awakening where they've lain dormant for so long, well, I'll just deal.
Imagine how much it would probably increase my writing.
So I've been hearing music lately and seeing things shake. Seriously. Usually when I hear the music it's salsa music or some sort of folk country. I know it's not coming from anywhere because I can hear it just beneath the silence. It really freaks me the fuck out. Also, when I see things out of the corner of my eye they seem to shake. Not everything though, but just a single object out of the group, which is confusing. Sometimes I get really scared that the music is an auditory hallucination - one of the symptoms that you're finally going schizo. Other times it's so damn comforting. When I lie down to sleep I can hear trains passing by, like they're just outside my window and they soothe my mind and calm me down. It's...nice. So if this is the beginning of schizophrenia...if I got the schizo genes...if they are finally awakening where they've lain dormant for so long, well, I'll just deal.
Imagine how much it would probably increase my writing.