well its been a while since i have wrote anything... lots has happened.

well dave and i are still together, mind you it hasnt been easy. he has cheated on me, and to make it worse it was my best friend and it went on for a while, it all started in my apartment. we did break up but like a sucker i came back. he does it again and i am going to hurt ( Read more... )

well i wanna die i think i am going nuts.. oct 24 was my due date to have the baby and it was so hard but i had to walk around with a smile on my face and pretend i am ok noone wanted to talk about it.
i love dave so much its killing me.. i wanna die i hate my life i sound so whinny and i don't care.
later nikki

well i finally moved outta my parents house.. i love it no more rules i can do what ever i want ( Read more... )

well i haven't wrote in here for awhile.. dave has been living with me for awhile now he got kicked outta his moms house after he got arrested for trafficing.. i went to court with him and we have to go again because he has to get a lawyer.. the court wants to put in jail for 16 to 18 months and they have made it clear the past two times we have ( Read more... )

i miss dave he was here this past weekend and i am going to pick him up on saturday morning at his friends.. as of today we have been together for 8 months he makes me sooooooo happy.. last weekend we were drinking.. hey wait we drink every weekend anyway i got mad cuz he passed out and i wanted to cuddle so i kicked him outta my bed lol but i felt ( Read more... )

well dave was here for the weekend last weekend and he is coming up again i can't wait to see him.. i am going to pick him up tomorrow after work ( Read more... )

well i have been working non-stop its rough i am so sick today and i went to work and they sent me home early. to top it off dave broke up with me before i had to go to work we are back together again but only on certain terms i have to stop being friends with ange i just don't know what to do ( Read more... )

well i went and seen dave and it was great i miss him now ( Read more... )

i am going to see dave tomorrow YESSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!

well i am no longer a mom.. i went and had my first altersound on friday and i seen my baby its heart beat was strong then later i get a call from the hospital telling me i miscarried.. i knew deep down inside this was going to happen.. when i got the call i freaked i balled i puked i threw things and none of it made me feel better i wish i could ( Read more... )