you've already had the best days of your life...
This town is so small. Secrets DON'T matter to anyone. Everything leaks out eventually, and God forbid that you want to keep one thing a secret, because it ends up hurting so many people. No one has a private life anymore, because if you don't tell someone something, someone else will and that's complete bullshit. You can't keep anything to yourself anymore because someone will find a way to find out. If they don't, they just start rumors and those rumors are worse than the truth. They hurt more than the truth. The rumors in this town hurt so much that they could break up friendships and relationships. It's ridiculous. I need to get out again, I can't deal with this small town bullshit anymore. But I guess it'll be wherever I go, and I'll always have petty, little, ridiculous people in my life. I guess right now I need to focus on my family's big changes, mine and Josh's relationship, college, and the few friendships that I have, that the rumors haven't ruined.
I filled out my fafsa and I'll hopefully be going to CCV in the summer to the fall. I don't want to stay there for long, I don't want to be stuck here for more than a year and a half. So if everything goes well, I'll be leaving for college next spring. Thank god, I can't wait to get back in the swing of school, and start working on my degree, I'll hopefully be able to finish it withen the next 3 years or so.
I filled out my fafsa and I'll hopefully be going to CCV in the summer to the fall. I don't want to stay there for long, I don't want to be stuck here for more than a year and a half. So if everything goes well, I'll be leaving for college next spring. Thank god, I can't wait to get back in the swing of school, and start working on my degree, I'll hopefully be able to finish it withen the next 3 years or so.