I'm venting, and if you don't like it. DON'T FUCKING READ IT!

[kandy_kisses]

First off, i'd like to tell everyone that I'M NOT A FUCKING CHILD, I CAN MAKE MY OWN FUCKING DECISIONS AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE THEM THEN SO BE IT, I DON'T FUCKING CARE! Second, I think it's fucking bullshit that my family is screwing me over just b/c of my dad, or well ..he isn't my dad anymore so i'll just call him Jim. They all are mad at me b/c I

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[imcomfortlynumb]

Baby girl.....I totally know how you feel with the whole dad thing. He did the same thing to me too. Thats why I have the lowest self-esteem ever, but I got 19 years of it and it still continues and I cant do shit about it. you are very right FUCK THEM if they cant accept the way you feel and are. Thats what ive had to do with my family. every single damn one of them. Erased and forgotten.
About the friends, I went through the same shit. Thats why I dont trust a damn soul and keep to myself about my problems. I have been hurt and used soo many times I cant even begin to count. But girl. Seriously I dont really even know you that well....but I will always be here if you need someone to talk to. I dont judge.
And just do what i do, just say: FUCK YOU I DONT NEED YOU. I AM MYSELF AND I LIKE ME.
// Allison \\
seriously IM me if you wanna chat: BComfortablynum (aol)

[kandy_kisses]

Thank you dollface, i'm glad I can relate to someone, and have someone understand the way I feel. Remember if you ever need anyone to talk to you have my sn you can ALWAYS talk to me.

[rabbijanet]

baby i love you, and i'm sorry that your family won't forgive you, they should understand thats how you feel, i know my family doesn't forgive me for being like that with my stepdad (you don't know the story, unless rachel told you)..so i can understand how you feel, but prolyl not all cause hes not my biological dad.
i'm sorry if i've made you feel like that about the friends. i'm jst always so fing busy i never get a chance to do anything.
but remember please heatherdoll i love you with all my heart
*muah*

[kandy_kisses]

Thanks Jesibear <3 *mwah*