Where do we go from here?
After all those months of thinking that he didn't want, and being so hurt and upset. After weeks of feeling like such a fuck up and like I couldn't do anything right. Go figure - now he wants me back. And I know I should be furious, and not give a shit that he likes me now because, hey - he had his chance and he blew it. But I just can't.
It's his fucking cute face. Jesus.
I hooked up with Tyler this weekend, and over all just made a huge mess of an already complicated situation. I have no idea where we stand, what's going to happen or where we go from here. All I know is that he says he really likes me, that he always did and that this time will be different. And I want so bad to believe him, but i guess I'm just really hesitant and reluctant to just give on board like I did last time. Because last time was so spontaneous - and look how that turned out.
It's his fucking cute face. Jesus.
I hooked up with Tyler this weekend, and over all just made a huge mess of an already complicated situation. I have no idea where we stand, what's going to happen or where we go from here. All I know is that he says he really likes me, that he always did and that this time will be different. And I want so bad to believe him, but i guess I'm just really hesitant and reluctant to just give on board like I did last time. Because last time was so spontaneous - and look how that turned out.