It's happening again...
I can feel him starting with the mind games, and the texting and the sly comments. I will not fall for this boy. I will not be unfaithful. I will not let myself be one of 'those girls'. I will not not not not not make the same mistake twice.
But... something tells me this time would be different. Because I'm not blinded this time. Because I'm not that little innocent girl. Beause I want to play him just as much as he wants to play me.
Why am I such a terrible person? Like, when did this happen? Last week I was out of my mind falling for one boy, not letting the past, or other people or anything come between us. And now I'm here, thinking about how bad I want space, how bad I want to break free and just have time to do whatever I want, and be a complete fuck up and not feel like I'm letting him down.
It scares the shit out of me how crispy I am. It's like fucking deja vu, except I'm him and daniel is me. Does it always have to be this way? Break or get broken? Fuck.
But... something tells me this time would be different. Because I'm not blinded this time. Because I'm not that little innocent girl. Beause I want to play him just as much as he wants to play me.
Why am I such a terrible person? Like, when did this happen? Last week I was out of my mind falling for one boy, not letting the past, or other people or anything come between us. And now I'm here, thinking about how bad I want space, how bad I want to break free and just have time to do whatever I want, and be a complete fuck up and not feel like I'm letting him down.
It scares the shit out of me how crispy I am. It's like fucking deja vu, except I'm him and daniel is me. Does it always have to be this way? Break or get broken? Fuck.