Spending to get going
Well yesterday I bought a treadmill that cost me over $4k. Part of me is kicking myself in the ass. I see myself wasting at least a thousand of it cause I really could have made myself happy without the touch panel display that shows you running in different locations, however my roommate Madison has problems running on a treadmill cause it's boring, so I spent a thousand more just for this option. I personally needed something professional cause my back can't handle the bouncing of a cheap treadmill and it's impossible for me to have somewhere to run or walk during the winter cause of cold and ice. Below 60 degrees is hard for me to do anything outside cause my saliva freezes up into mucus.
The last time I felt like doing this it blew up in my face when I spent a $3k+ on a 73" tv, and 1k for profession installiation and high end speaker system that she wanted just to have that throw in my face that I am thinking of myself buying things for the house only for me and the living room only had stuff that I bought for myself.
This time I am trying to help the house again cause Madison has made progress not to be such a dumbass. I just hope it will be worth it. I am happy to help, but it never ceases to amaze me how many times it feels like I am an asshole for being nice.
The last time I felt like doing this it blew up in my face when I spent a $3k+ on a 73" tv, and 1k for profession installiation and high end speaker system that she wanted just to have that throw in my face that I am thinking of myself buying things for the house only for me and the living room only had stuff that I bought for myself.
This time I am trying to help the house again cause Madison has made progress not to be such a dumbass. I just hope it will be worth it. I am happy to help, but it never ceases to amaze me how many times it feels like I am an asshole for being nice.