Find strength through yourself
Well this is the 1st time I have posted in a very long time. Honestly it's mostly because I just remembered what the damn password was, but somehow I think it's cause I found a time where I need to.
My life of late is good, but I have been depressed. I screwed up my back very badly. I also have either severe arthritis in it, or possibly fibromyalgia. Either way it causes a lot of pain and makes doing a lot of things difficult. To a certain extent, for about a year or so, I gave up. The pain felt too much and I resigned myself to this life. Though it's not a horrible one, I gave up on being fit. My drive to muscle through the pain was gone.
A few days ago I got a bug up my but to read posts I made here around "05-"06 and suddenly I felt inspired. Reading myself write about managing the pain, and the joys of being fit, makes me want to try again. Though I am not a complete fat ass, I am way less then fit. Yesterday was day 1. I want to see how far I can take this and hopefully posting on here can help.
My life of late is good, but I have been depressed. I screwed up my back very badly. I also have either severe arthritis in it, or possibly fibromyalgia. Either way it causes a lot of pain and makes doing a lot of things difficult. To a certain extent, for about a year or so, I gave up. The pain felt too much and I resigned myself to this life. Though it's not a horrible one, I gave up on being fit. My drive to muscle through the pain was gone.
A few days ago I got a bug up my but to read posts I made here around "05-"06 and suddenly I felt inspired. Reading myself write about managing the pain, and the joys of being fit, makes me want to try again. Though I am not a complete fat ass, I am way less then fit. Yesterday was day 1. I want to see how far I can take this and hopefully posting on here can help.