Debauchery is exhausting
So... in the last few months I've been living a life of debauchery. This is new to me.
All my life I've been single and never did I really indulge on the "bachelor(ette)" lifestyle. Only recently did I really take advantage of it. Kissing so many girls. Performing shameless acts in the alleys behind the clubs. It is an absolute riot! I'll admit, it's entertaining and I've been pretty content for the last little while.
In the end I still go home alone. And I don't mean that as in.. I'm not taking a girl home to bang. I mean... I don't have a girl to go home and cuddle with and to talk about douches (like myself) at the clubs. I started to feel dirty.. and to feel like a player.
So I asked a girl out and now I feel vulnerable. We've agreed to go out, and countless thoughts have started running through my head. With randoms, you wouldn't give a rats ass about what happens afterwards. With potentials, you wonder and you worry.
I have a potential and I'm scared as shit. This feeling sucks... but wish me luck. (Ugh...)
All my life I've been single and never did I really indulge on the "bachelor(ette)" lifestyle. Only recently did I really take advantage of it. Kissing so many girls. Performing shameless acts in the alleys behind the clubs. It is an absolute riot! I'll admit, it's entertaining and I've been pretty content for the last little while.
In the end I still go home alone. And I don't mean that as in.. I'm not taking a girl home to bang. I mean... I don't have a girl to go home and cuddle with and to talk about douches (like myself) at the clubs. I started to feel dirty.. and to feel like a player.
So I asked a girl out and now I feel vulnerable. We've agreed to go out, and countless thoughts have started running through my head. With randoms, you wouldn't give a rats ass about what happens afterwards. With potentials, you wonder and you worry.
I have a potential and I'm scared as shit. This feeling sucks... but wish me luck. (Ugh...)