Nothing has changed for you. Everything in my life has continued moving. I can't message you or call you. I'm so lost. I miss you too much and it sucks. Everything sucks. There's too many things that i think had happened that the feeling in the pit of my stomach makes me question our last conversation. And what your mom asked me makes me question ( Read more... )

I'm still sad. It's been three days. Why did this one hurt so much more? I waited for years to have your mom tell me that you were gone but you survived, you grew, you got better, you were all new not entirely healed but newer and happier. My heart hurts. I can't stop thinking of you. But i know and i have to keep this mind set that you're in a ( Read more... )