general laments

[kamaka]

I miss the LTC

I miss the stupid trips me, Carlos and Michelle used to take for no good reason

I miss being a dumbass with Charles on aim

I miss late nights after caboose closed where we all sat in the back of Brandon's truck

I miss mine and Matt's stupid inside jokes

I miss playing soul calibur

I miss late night sheetz runs

I miss the spontaneous things that me and Ian would do that Dan got irritated by

I miss renard and him being the cause of my furfaggotry

I miss pissing Oscar off with beating scores on itg

I miss staying at north park club house until closing

I miss being able to call Jordan and be able to meet up with him at any time when I was sad

I miss getting pushed around in a shopping cart by Matt at main event

I miss loitering for hours after places closed because there was nowhere to go so we just talked about bullshit

I miss getting kicked out of the mall in Lancaster because of fucking with Corey Wedge

I miss stupid get togethers like new years where we watched suddenlink home source and i kept yelling PAINT THESE

I miss watching Elysium try to jump through a mirror twice

I miss making terrible decisions with Jennifer

I miss watching the guys try to make napalm with gas and Styrofoam and blow a mannequin up while Carlos and I watched from afar

I miss when I didn't alienate my friends and make a lot of them hate me because I can't control my feelings

I miss making bad videos with Jennifer to happy hardcore songs

I miss drunk women giving me money to pay ddr because I was the only girl playing at caboose

I miss the pony group meetups at my apartment

I miss my birthday parties when i still had friends

I miss the feeling that I had when I first met Dan

I miss dumb fabric buying sprees with my mom

I miss playing 'i never' with Dan and Charles

I miss getting absurdly drunk with Zev and Eric and putting D20s in my shirt

I miss when Dan and I met up with a Yukari and Alice cosplayer after hours to play Let's Dance

I miss hanging out with OneX at furry cons

I miss getting on AIM and instantly getting 3+ messages

I miss beating that one guy at Come Into My Dream with his mom watching, and his mom cheering for me

I miss having to drive fast, yet only four mph over to make sure we met Jessica's curfew

I miss staying at Tilt after hours to play Pop'n Music on the big TV in the back

I miss itg tournaments

I miss being good at the game

I miss the failed polyamory relationship

I miss driving 6+ hours just to play dance games

I miss not feeling old

I miss not feeling fat

I miss having friends.