This is going to be hard...
You know life as is for me has been pretty hard I have been pushed around, kicked when I'm down and throughout it all I never retaliated I always kept a smile. Even now in the most crucial year of my life 2005 is going to be really hard because I can't be around the person I care about most, not to mention it's weird living in Clairmont because I'm not used to being this far away from my friends and family without current transportation. My drivers test got reschedualed to the 18th of November I hope to God I pass it a liscense would be great anyways, I'm speeding up production on my book I want to have it finished before Comic Con 2005 or atleast close to finished because I'm going to preview it there. I feel kind of lost and somehow alone I mean even with God theres just an empty space because she's missing from my life for this year. And I know everyone has heard me say alot about her over and over again but thats only because I care about her so much and I figured hey you guys are my friends since I listen to you maybe you can listen to me too. Boy was I wrong on some level Diane listens I know sometimes she does't want to but she does because she cares Ashleigh isn't talking to me right now for some reason I don't know why and well I'm sure not to many other people really care. Anyways I'm doing okay ajusting mostly to my new home and work trying to work hard to create my future hopefully I'll tone down on the work a bit when I start school again in January but we'll see have to pay the bills you know. Well I love you all and Kitten if you happen to browse this just to see how I'm doing know that I miss you every waking day and I pray that one day soon we'll be together...hey thats a song anyways if you do browse this make a live journal we may not be able to contact each other but I'm sure your dad wouldn't have a problem in us knowing how each other is doing infact maybe I will call and ask him if thats okay anyways that is all for now laters.
P.S. I saw the Incredibles with my cousins today and dare I say it was Incredible, no really it was a great film you should see it, and saw was good too.
Quote: "I didn't feel like spell checking, yes i was feeling lazy."
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P.S. I saw the Incredibles with my cousins today and dare I say it was Incredible, no really it was a great film you should see it, and saw was good too.
Quote: "I didn't feel like spell checking, yes i was feeling lazy."
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