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hard to believe i've been home for a week now. i HATE coming back here with a passion. humid cooler miserable cloudy grey and work as well. walked into almost a brick wall!!! i have a very non supportive manager who changes her mind with amazing regularity, just never know what exactly she is changing!!! lol this time , from telling me how right i am for the job which i was made permanent in less than 2 months ago, and bearing in mind she was away for 2 weeks holiday and then a week off due to losing her father in law and i was away for 3-1/2 weeks i came back to a meeting where she said her main concerns are that i am not right for the job. this is the woman who said we need to be open and honest with each other - who told me she wanted me to cover a secondment role as a case manager and would discuss it further with me "next week" and then totally ignored me for 2 weeks and never mentioned the case manager job again. by chance i found it advertised and had to ask permission to apply for it. Her boss also commented at my interview that i knew what the job was all about and actually "got" what the role was. and now, all of a sudden i'm not good enough.
and i also had an out of the blue call from my youngest step daughter who i haven't seen in at least 6/7 years wanting to call in on their way to their holiday . so i am a nervous wreck today!!! she hasn't come back to say she is caloing in so i am in a bit of a quandry not knowing. i hate this type of surprise. i want to go back to utah. i like it there i like my friends there. (i have good friends here too i know that)
so i guess i had better shower, pack for 2 nights and 3 days at work, once i leave here at 2pm i do not return until wednesday evening always providing i am not working then. upwards and onwards. or something.
and i also had an out of the blue call from my youngest step daughter who i haven't seen in at least 6/7 years wanting to call in on their way to their holiday . so i am a nervous wreck today!!! she hasn't come back to say she is caloing in so i am in a bit of a quandry not knowing. i hate this type of surprise. i want to go back to utah. i like it there i like my friends there. (i have good friends here too i know that)
so i guess i had better shower, pack for 2 nights and 3 days at work, once i leave here at 2pm i do not return until wednesday evening always providing i am not working then. upwards and onwards. or something.