ALONE
I dont even know what to say anymore Im just lost cant find myself anymore Falling in a deep whole and losing life im losing control of my life my life isnt normal i hurt others including myself when will i learn when i start to loose everthing then i will see that what im doing is wrong at this point i think i have lost all i can people around you start to talk about you and you kno it cause you feel it around you and you now understand what you have done and wished you would have done better but it doesnt always turn out that way when things turned fucked up you did it to yourself and but you seem not to learn from it and just being alone is the best thing right now for you disappear and everything will be ok i will servive feeeling lonley feeling sad feeling stupid feeling like i deserve all that has happened