CRying
well not in a good modd today things just havent been going my way and i have been backstab to much and i cant take it anymore but ppl just want to do what they want i dont want nobody in me and my babys life i just dont care anymore im gonna get ride of the baby cause i just want to be alone for the rest of my life so in 11 days im getting ride of the baby and living to myself i dont ned the crap from everybody like im a child and im tired of it ppl that turn there back on me will get it in the end i have got it for to long and this weekend just proved what kind of ppl really do care but it is all good i can be alone no pitty this is not pitty cause i just feel i should stay to myself and then i wount have to wrry about anything or anybody except for the few that hopfully will not do what the other did so ok im just staying to my self today