Jan 24, 2005 15:56
why must I ruin everything. with a sluring word, why must i become the girl I dispise most? why must i question every little detail in my life? why must i anylize shit untill i cry of self pity. why?
why cant he understand, i still love him. no matter what has happend, i still think of him, every minute of the day...i love you. when im with someone else, i still think of him.(im a bitch i know) why cant he understand, i want him back.i dont want to get over him. i just WANT him in my arms, to feel his warmth. to feel his touch once again. why cant he forgive me for what ive done.
i might end up pressing charges on larry. if anyone has an opinion, it'd be helpfull.