(Untitled)

[kali_grrr]

I'm not very happy at the moment.
Maybe I should go and buy some jerky and see if that improves my mood. I haven't felt like this in an age.

Comments

[georgiaclaire]

I am sorry, my dear. Is there anything I can do? I'd flash you or something to make you smile, but the whole other state thing isn't helping.

I just wrote a story with secret pony ownership, if that makes you smile at all...? Whatever is wrong in the world, there's still ponies, you know.

[kali_grrr]

Yay for ponies! Thank you darling. :o) I am feeling much better now that I have eaten something. I think eveything from the last few days just suddenly caught up with me. More sleep and more eating should make me feel much better. ;o)

[georgiaclaire]

Here's hoping. I'm sleeping less, but I think I like it. My head feels less stuffed and slow.

No more eating food for me though, I'm trying to lose the weight I put on last year. Plus for some reason, eating food when I'm hot seems to make me sad? It makes no sense.

And, you know, you have to be feeling pretty bad for ponies to not make you feel better. :p

Re: Hmmmm...

[kali_grrr]

I don't know how amusing it is but a number of years ago I came to a bit of a realisation which is, if I don't eat sufficient protein I fall into a very deep pit of depression where everything is overwhelming and I don't feel like I can cope with anything. At first I thought maybe it was all a bit in my head and then I did some research and it has been discovered that some people get depressed through a lack of a particular protein. I can now generally pick it as it happens to me and I'm normally much better at going, 'uh oh you need to eat something with some protien because the whole world suddenly feels out of control' but I think the bad day yesterday combined with the shock of Matt's death just threw me for a curve and it wasn't until I looked back at what I'd eaten for the last two days I realised it was all fine but lacked protien

Re: Hmmmm...

[kali_grrr]

Ummm welll there's a question. What's funny is I can picture the one I normally get but blowed if I can make out the name. It has a yellow packet. I can recommend against the jalapeno flavoured that stuffs lethal!

[sarah_phillips]

that's no good. are you still awake now? cause if you are I'm happy to give you a call so you can rant down the phone at me.

[kali_grrr]

Ya I'm still awake. Feeling much better since eating some jerky! Before wanted to quit my job and run away. Now just don;t want to go to work cause I'm lazy. :oP

[spoofalicious]

*huggles* well I am glad jerky made you feel better. :o)