snapped

Mar 20, 2006 03:46

i have been feeling shitty about myself during the last couple of weeks. i felt that i had lost my willpower to do anything anymore ( Read more... )

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kaleidotears March 20 2006, 13:00:28 UTC
exactly. my family is all like "about time!". only one person in my family has achieved the impossible and he's now going for his doctorates. he did the exact same thing, he slacked off for a few years then decided it was time to get his ass in gear. he's the ONLY one that doesn't get on my back about it.

my mom, she was constantly nagging me. "did u register for classes", "get off ur butt"... stuff like that.

i decided that if i ever moved away from dallas, i was to go to college. i wanted to do it by myself. i did not need family around to pressure me.

now, they dont say anything about school. instead, they're like "get a job..."

LOL.

like you say, it's never too late. i don't think ill graduate for another 5 years. but, i dont care. people look at me like there's something wrong with me because i'm not in a rush. the truth is, i am in a rush but, i have to do it on my own pace. i need to be comfortable first. i've never completed 12 hours since i've been in school. that's my first goal. COMPLETE at least 12 hours before i can make other goals. i may or may not reach my goal this semester but, i just dont want to hear it from other people. you know?

i luv ya. good luck at the AIDS thingy.

t'care.

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kaleidotears March 20 2006, 13:01:43 UTC
sorry, 12 hours per semester. not 12 hours cumulative.

omfg. i really need sleep. im not thinking right.

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