thrill
I want to find something that will wake the butterflies in my stomach . . .they've been dorment for too long.
i dont want to continue my same routine i dont want to know whats going to happen everyday i wake up and i dont want to do the same thing everyday i wake up. each day i want to try something interesting so that when im old and decreped i will have so many interesting things to say as i sit on a little bench out side the diner of the small town i retired to with all the other senile folk with our oxygen tanks and suitcases full of medicine. im not saying that im not happy because i am but i just havent been. . . . . thrilled in a while . . ..i want something to interest me i want something to make my stomach tremble with wonder. . . . .that sounds pretty dumb but those were the best words i could think of . . . well you now know 2 things about me i want to experience something amazing . . .and i am not a writer . . .well thats the news with me, au revoir.