insomnia . . . its crazy!
its 2:30 in th morning i am exhausted but i cant sleep . . .i haven't been able to get to sleep for the past week or so . . . i toss and turn a ton and of course i finally do fall asleep and its a wonderful feeling but every single time i have had to wake up early for some reason or another and forced to stay up the whole day and yea its a long system . . .i was explaining to Tony, earlier this evening, that this is not the first time i have had to deal with insomnia like 4 years ago it was really bad i got to the point of giving up on trying to sleep and i would just stay up all night watching those paid program, infomercial things this carried on so long i started believing the obviously fake advertisements and the climax of my whole ordeal -i woke my mom up to call the number of one advertising that id be a guaranteed speed reader if i did the speed reading program simply by playing this thing on my computer and it was just like that game simon says(ya know with the lights and stuff) . .. well my mother had worked about five 12 hr shifts in a row as an emergency room nurse and every night had to take care of the single mother/housekeeper duties so she was completely out of it, well i gave her the phone and dialed the number and something happened and we couldn't order the amazing package so i gave up calling and was a little disappointed, i mean my hopes of being a guaranteed speed reader had been crushed so the next day i was complaining and my mom after sick of hearing what was insaneness to her finally asks "Sara, what on earth are you talking about???" and i was like ya know the thing we called and i explained, yea she didnt remember any of it at all and a few weeks later i was watching tv and it came on(at a reasonable time of day)and i showed it to her she laughed forever and i have never heard the end of it but yea i hope i dont get that bad again. . .anyways
hmmm. . . my background. . .dont get me wrong i like it but it reminds me of the cartoon movie The Sword in the Stone when the 2 wizards or whatever are having a dual or something like that . . .or just a cartoon dinosaur with the chicken pox or something.
i have more pop ups then anyone else seriously i think its cause people come over and get on my computer which i dont mind at all cause i can fix it but i have a ton my sis was going through my computer the other day and i had like 453 things stuck to it from visiting diff websites it was crazy the usual was like none at all but yea they werent viruses just advertisements its crazy though. . . . .like every 2 seconds FREE SMILEYS stares me in the face.. . .. . . . hmm actually thats impossible isnt it i mean its just a pop up it doesnt have enough power to stare does it, hmm alright then i shall rephrase every 2 seconds i find my self staring at FREE SMILEYS. . .